I get up and learn.

My mind is running wild, every night, every hour, and almost every second.

With all this dumbass problems (im not sure should i call it problems or i am the who make it big and even worse)... personal problem, family problem, oh God everything (!)

I found out eventually, no one with me at all. Everyone let me fall down alone. They let me through all those pain by myself.

Then i wake up.

Wash away all the pain. Wipe this tears.